Life is a hospital where every patient is obsessed by the desire of changing beds. One would like to suffer opposite the stove, another is sure he would get well beside the window. - Charles Baudelaire
...OH SO MUCH MORE :-)
Me thinketh the weekend's allotment of time spent on missions... booked
APR 26 Just how MUCH time has there been since 1980 and 2015? The easy answer, 35 years... this project demands the uneasy answers :-)

​APR 18 A walk from one important place to the next on a gorgeous Saturday morning... APR 20 At least one cat has escaped the bag, no? :-) Begs the question: "By which door do you come before him?" (...if that question alone doesn't completely freak out an old friend or two, frighten another and really piss off more than I care to imagine :-) • I'm now wondering how the original builder might respond to the question? As it's asked; that it was asked at all. • Who were we then? What were the motives, ideas, the thinking behind these original little sketches... the obsessive thoughts? It could easily have simply been... let's get laid (or let's get laid as an analogy to "love me, love me, say that you love me, hold me hold me say that you want me") • Who WAS I trying to impress? Am I trying to impress someone... this time around? • Motive... why the fuck does anyone make/create sometime any how? (money vs. sex vs. joy)
APR 21 (later): Of course ALL OF THIS will have to be translated into an obtuse, fancy-pants (virtually unreal) "artists statement" :-)

​APR 19 One of the end games is to recreate as perfect a virtual realization of my ancient art careeras possible; why? I really don't know yet • I really don't • ?

APR 21 Second chances after long pauses? An answer to regrets? Certainly not a longing look back, but maybe a bit of a wistful "remember when"... (why not?) Perhaps I wish I were more courageous back then, but this is not what I recall... I more remember a fella who didn't so much take the easy way out but allowed the next fancied challenge to have it's way...

​POF VERBATIM: "A suggestion, meet for a coffee and then walk out to Modern Fuel; I haven't seen the current show there yet and it closes Saturday. A thought" - Gordon :-) • APR 21 Likely a good thing, as there's only one I know who'd like be able to respond to the show that was hung there last month (yikes, you mean to world is still full of bad, no... art I do not like?) :-) • Maybe I should have asked one of the other two? :-) (YES, I did have a date that Saturday night, out of the blue and into... another story)